This is what my husband told me when i trie to remind him how he made me at a certain time. I do not think he lies but his tough and scarring words of from out of no where in his head.
I was with my husband for the theraric session with my psychiatrist last Friday. My psychiatrist said the my husband did very well to me(his wife) as he watced him and me when I had extremely terrible asthma untratable for 6 hour in the ER. My uncurabel asthma turned out to be psychogenic rather than the problem in pulmonory area. My coughing stopped with 10ml of valium shot, which means the asthma probably was from the psyvhological reason.
My husband is a good person. He is a good Christian and he is one of the best man I have met n my life. But he is not my kind of husband just as I am not his kind of wife, even though I did my best till I get unsaturated.
He is using perjorative language when he is notin his mood, whic drives me on the verge of craxiness or syncope with blackout.
What makes me more unendurable is that he, when he gets bdk to rather normal range, sais that he did not say that or at best that is not what I really meant.
2010년 6월 16일 수요일
My health. concerns
I am a midaged woman with lota and lota of health problems.
1. I had meningioma surgery two and an half years ago.
2. I have been on medication for depression for4 years by this June.
3. I am on medication for Behcet disease and Fibromyalgia.
4. I was walking through causeless epileptic seizures.
5. I have been fighting against the weight fluctuation problems for several years already from about 47kg to 75kg, my normal range is supposed to be 53-58, which I have kept since my hight teen years.
5. I have migraine, insomnia, GAD, OCD.
I have not been in the strong side but confronted PhD course works and disseertation with raising two kids and a husband who is always in need of my hands for virtually everything from daily chores to his computer problems and my mother in law who has health problems called getting old and mental problem of asking for endless attention for her daily life(she lives with us). It is not really a Korean tradition becuase my husband is the second son. In Korea in the past parents live with their first son and their family and the first daughter in law is supposed to take care of the in-laws.)
I am healthy enough to count down the poblems I am facing.
1. I had meningioma surgery two and an half years ago.
2. I have been on medication for depression for4 years by this June.
3. I am on medication for Behcet disease and Fibromyalgia.
4. I was walking through causeless epileptic seizures.
5. I have been fighting against the weight fluctuation problems for several years already from about 47kg to 75kg, my normal range is supposed to be 53-58, which I have kept since my hight teen years.
5. I have migraine, insomnia, GAD, OCD.
I have not been in the strong side but confronted PhD course works and disseertation with raising two kids and a husband who is always in need of my hands for virtually everything from daily chores to his computer problems and my mother in law who has health problems called getting old and mental problem of asking for endless attention for her daily life(she lives with us). It is not really a Korean tradition becuase my husband is the second son. In Korea in the past parents live with their first son and their family and the first daughter in law is supposed to take care of the in-laws.)
I am healthy enough to count down the poblems I am facing.
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